I am lost without her. I miss her so.

Killer.

One more...the day we brought her home! They had been calling her Ruby. She was one of 12 and I knew as soon as I laid eyes on her. I picked her up and never put her down. Never checked out the others. She was the runt and was getting beaten up on and wasn't getting to feed like she should. That's why they let us have her early. Initially we were only going there to pick which one we wanted them to hold for us. She wasn't even as big as Mark's shoes!

My best friend and my puppy! No, we are not going to lose her!!! I have been sick over all of this. I will save you the details....but, we have had Bella since she was 6 weeks old. She is a 2 year old Red Pit. She is the most loving, gentle baby ever. I love her so much and have shed a million tears in the past few weeks at the possibility of losing her. Anyone who says you can't love an animal as much as a human, never had a pet to love. My heart is whole once again :)

I am losing my baby and I am heartbroken and devastated. I have never loved an animal the way that I have her. I feel like someone is ripping my heart out. I feel empty and lost. I've had her since she was 6 weeks old. I can't talk about it anymore.

I can't talk about it right now.