I am frustrated. Feeling creative. I AM going to start working on my website and FIX what I didn't like.

I AM going to start working in my journal more. I look at it laying here next to me every day and I have been neglecting it terribly.

I FINALLY have an appointment with the 'pot' doctor on the 30th. I don't know how long it takes after the visit to get my license but at least the ball is rolling. And, before you judge.....show me something else that can help my pain the way that pot does and we will talk.

PAIN is constant of late and just almost unbearable. I see the neurologist on the 27th and I have to get copies of my records for the 'other' doctor. I will be starting physical therapy soon as well. Hopefully that will help with the stiffness. This disease sucks.

We spent the night in Ann Arbor after a day on trails and walking thru downtown. We had a GREAT time. Pictures to follow as soon as I upload them to the computer.

My hips are KILLING me right now. Everything hurts but the hips are the worst. Sigh.

Rhiannon, Hunter and Joe came to dinner last night. I LOVE my kids so much and miss them. Bubba is such a ham. He is just the cutest thing ever!

I spent the morning watching Suzi Blu videos. I just love this woman and her talent AMAZES me. She is just so damn talented. I'd LOVE to do art with her.

Carry on.

This is what you get when you buy cheap pot:

A cough
A bad taste in your mouth
A choppy high
A short high

Support your local DRO dealer.

The day just got BETTER!!! See you on the flip side :)

Pissed. My doctor doesn't want to write me the letter for medicinal marijuana. Wants me to try The pain clinic. Looks like I try the neurologist. If she won't I guess I will just keep doing it illegally. It's the only thing that helps with the pain. Sigh. They started taking applications today.

Sigh.

I landed some Purple Haze last night. OMG, I have never been so high in all my life. It was amazing. Todd was so funny! He was stoned!!! I have THE best connection. Go life!

Just going to spend the day relaxing.

Gotta find something to take pictures of too.

Peace out Homies!

I'm dreaming of May flowers! It is supposed to rain all day today. I love Spring and absolutely love flowers. I am however, not a gardener. I am not one of those people who finds yard work relaxing and tranquil. Just not me. Now, I can sit and admire the scenery around me but I just don't want to be the one making it look all pretty like that. I really think it has something to do with my hatred of heat and warm weather. Hmmm.....

Moving on...I didn't sleep much last night. Ended up on the couch at about 2:30. I'll be dragging all day long now.

Soon I get to apply for my medicinal marijuana license! Sweet. I need to start reading up on how to grow it because with the license I am allowed to have up to 12 plants in the house. You have any idea what I pay for this stuff??? I only smoke hydroponically grown pot which is WAY more expensive. You can get cheap pot (what they call Regs) that you have to smoke double of to get anything for $10 a gram. The Dro that I buy is $30 a gram. There is no comparison. Trust me.

Anyway.....I'm dreaming of May flowers!

We all went out to dinner at Applebee's...I wasn't impressed. Came home, got high and now they are all out in the hot tub. I can't go in because heat worsens your MS symptoms and brings on exacerbation's.

So here I sit, alone...in a quite (except for the frickin' dog crying at the door because they are out and he wants to be out too) house, sipping my Diet Coke...wondering if anything is on TV tonight.

Oh, look at that...somebody lit the fireplace before they went out. Now, if I weren't high children (said the after school special voice over) I'd have noticed that much sooner than I did.

Man, I crack myself up!

That dog is really getting on my nerves. Seriously.

Anyway...not in pain right now. Go weed!!! It will last a couple of hours. A little longer with really good stuff.

Ok, gotta go take my shot. Toodles!

I.
Really.
Am.
Very.
High.

Carry on.