Cirque Dreams today with Todd at The Fox. Amazing show!!!!! We had a great time. I don't want Christmas to be over!

Celebrating Todd & Chris' birthdays at Dave & Buster's!

Welcome Baby, to the world of blogging!

Self portrait.
Todd.

The tattoo that I 'commissioned' for Todd by Marshall Bennett.

Todd.

My best friend and my puppy! No, we are not going to lose her!!! I have been sick over all of this. I will save you the details....but, we have had Bella since she was 6 weeks old. She is a 2 year old Red Pit. She is the most loving, gentle baby ever. I love her so much and have shed a million tears in the past few weeks at the possibility of losing her. Anyone who says you can't love an animal as much as a human, never had a pet to love. My heart is whole once again :)

Todd is sick today so this is for him. He has a bad cold and can't breath. He looks miserable. I wish I could do something for him. He also lost his uncle this weekend. I said 'I'm sorry' he said 'he was old'.....what more can you say? That's all I want, is to go when I am old and have lived my life. I just don't want it to be cut short. I suppose that's all we all want.

Lazy day today. I plan to read and take care of Todd. What are you all doing today?

Todd is home!!! Let the party begin!!! LMAO!!!

This is what a Swedish Pan Cake looks like when prepared by one who has waked and baked!!! Mind you, not I. I can still cook when I'm high. Chris however, can't...as evidenced in said picture. Now, here's the scary thing...somebody still ate it!!!

Now, for Cathy: Wake and Bake is when you get up, do nothing but pee and then get high. OMG, it's such a mellow, relaxing high because your body is relaxed from sleeping all night. It is such a good high.

Todd comes home today!!!!! I miss him so much. This house isn't the same without him. I miss my morning hugs and night time cuddling on the couch in front of the TV.

Catherine and I hung out at the book store yesterday. I was disappointed to learn that Montel's new book isn't about MS at all. It's a motivational book about emotional healing. So, I grabbed several other things I'd been wanting to check out, a couple of magazines and headed for one of those big, comfy chairs. We hung out for about 2 hours doing that and came back here for lunch and then Mark took her home.

Christopher and Mercede came over last night. That was really nice. I miss him a lot. He got the car running and he's gonna be laid off all next week. He said his back has been feeling better so that's good. I was hoping Rhiannon would come by when she got off but she didn't.

Today I am just going to get dressed, finish the load of laundry I already put in, read my Artful Blogging magazine and wait impatiently for Todd.

I have the bestest best friend in the world.

He cheers me up when I'm down. He holds my hand across bridges. He makes me believe in myself. He wraps his arms around me and squeezes real tight. He tickles me when I need to laugh. He tells me the truth, no matter what. He pushes me to step outside of the box. He shows me the beauty all around me and he loves me unconditionally.

I love you Todd. Thank You for always being there for me.

Memories of our trip to Mackinaw. This was the morning that we left coming home and I started crying. Todd was comforting me and I didn't know that Mark was taking pictures. We had so much fun. I wanna go back!

From back in the Fall one evening when Todd and I went for a motorcycle ride out to Metro Beach and watched the sunset.

Cleaned most of the day and did laundry. I was quite productive. Spent some time looking for stuff like backgrounds and fonts for the website. Made taco salad for dinner and now I'm relaxing, watching Jeopardy while I play on the laptop.

He holds my hand and comforts me. He walks by my side and supports me. He envelopes me in his arms and takes my fears away. He shows me the world. He loves me just the way I am.

People let me tell you about my best friend. He grounds me. He comforts me. He makes me smile. He completes me. He came along at a time when my soul was crying out for something it was missing. He's warm and soft and funny and honest and when he smiles at me I thank the stars for this gift that I have been blessed with.